Loving envolves pain.

eh, da hebk precies al es geleze ^^

xD
post je snel?

xxx

joycie_ke schreef:eh, da hebk precies al es geleze ^^

potvolnondekoffie gij

stukkieeeeeeee?

nee xD?

*negeert vorige post*

stukkieeeeee? *mega pruillip*

*negeert*

hehe *fluit liedje*

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hehe, Chi doet het even voor
*mijn spam is niet overheen te kijken of te negeren *

xx Chi

O______O
ok dan xD

lol
ma ik ga vanaaf nog een stuk op TH-fiction poste.
Dus dan postk hier ook een ^^

jeej

xx Chi

aub
nieuw stukkie ^^

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Joanne went through one of the private doors in the room with her martini, she knew this place too well. She just hoped that Jimmy didn't see her with Tom. He would tell Greg for sure... She couldn't think about what would happen then.

She sat down in some corner close to the stairs and pulled her legs closer to her body. Greg should be finished soon... She drank up her martini and shoved the glass underneath some coats, or he'd make a fuss about that too.

Footsteps stormed down the stairs and Joanne looked up and a little smile appeared on her face. The guy who came down smiled back, widely.

"Hey hun," He smiled and held out his hand gesturing her to take it so he could pull her up.

Joanne accepted and was pulled up by Greg, he gave her a small peck on her lips and stroked her cheeks.

"You ready to go?" He asked her.

She sighed "Yeah sure," she smiled to hide her worries.

Greg nodded and took her hand firmly, they left the building through the other side of the private room.

*

"What, no scoring tonight?" Georg grinned when he saw Tom coming back to their table with a face which almost touched the ground.

He shuffled back to the table and mumbled something to himself, face still fallen.

"She rejected you?" Bill asked with a raised eyebrow, of course he already knew what Tom was saying.

Georg and Gustav rolled their eyes, twin bond again.
Tom nodded slightly and crossed his arms childishly. Georg bursted into laughter and almost fell from his chair, which made Tom give him a mad look.

"Sorry I can't help it... I just can imagine your face when she tells you she didn't want you," Georg answered whiping away his tears of laughter.

Then he bursted into laughter again laying his head on the table and banging his fist on it.

*

"So what did you do when you waited for me?" Greg asked while he was keeping his eyes on the road, swiftly turning them to Joanne once and a while.

Joanne rolled her eyes mentally, here we go again, what could she make up now.
Everything was ever so suspicious to Greg...

"I just, waited for you by the bar, and then I went to the stairs,"She answered, looking through the window. She knew Greg wasn't buying it.

"That's all?" Greg asked, rather suspicious, not that that was anything new.

"Yeah that's all, do always have to question me whenever you leave me alone for a seccond?" she snapped at him, turning her eys from the window to him.

Greg didn't answer, he just took hold of the steering wheel a little tighter and focussed his eyes to the road again, while he was speeding up a little.
Joanne could feel his anger... She already regretted what she said and began to fear the seccond the car would halt.

*

When Greg drove into Joanne's street Joanne began to prepare herself to jump out of the car as soon as possible. She knew what he would do to her and she knew she had to get into her house as quickly as possible.

When the car halted she got her hand to the handle and got out as she planned. She ran to her front door nervously trieng to find her keys. She got her hands on them and despretly treid to find the keyhole. Too late. Greg already catched up with her and slammed the keys out of her hands.

He took hold of her shoulders and banged her against the door. She instinctively protected her head with her arms while she tried to hold in her schrieks, her parents couldn't wake up, it would break their hearts if they saw her like this. She breathed heavily while Greg took her arms and tugged them down with much force.

"You saw a guy there didn't you," he fiercely whispered while he twisted her arm, Joanne closed her eyes, hoping it would be over soon, so she could go to sleep and forget about this like she always did.

He banged her fiercely against the door again. She felt the bruises forming in her back and the handles of the door hitting her spine. It hurt like hell.

"You are cheating on me, aren't you?" He held himself from shouting that. Joanne's parents were sleeping in the room above the front door.

"No I'm not," She tried to answer calmely, trying to ignore the pain.

Joanne knew it had no point in saying that, her voice sounded raw, and she was about to burst out in tears of fear and pain. And she was right those words made Greg rage even more, he breathed heavily.

Whitin seconds he started punching her sides. Joanne wanted to scream out in pain.
She wrapped her arms around her head again to protect her self but it was no use.
She tried to restrain herself from falling to her knees but the pain was just to much.
She fell down and Greg instantly stopped, left her in front of her door and went to his car...

Joanne was rocking herself while she sat on her knees, with her arms still around her head.
sobbing quietly while she heard the car leave. She got up slowly and looked for her keys, got them from the ground and went to her front door.

She opened it and went up the staircase, she heard the door of her parents bedroom open and instantly froze. Her mom looked up at her.

"Have you been crying?" Her mother asked concerned.

Joanne whiped away her tears.

"I just... Greg and I had a fight," she looked down at the ground.

"Oh... Are you alright?" Her mother answered sending her a worried look.

"Yeah I'm fine," Joanne lied. "I'm going to bed,"

Her mother nodded, and Joanne went to her room.

zoo erg....

xxx

Joyce? u ok O.o?

Iniabi schreef:Joyce? u ok O.o?

nee

O___________O
meh?
ga Joanna redden,Tom!

hehe xD

en auw, Joyce those smiley's hurt my eyes >.<

wilt meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer
hebbik ook op tokiohotelfiction gezegt he xD

xx Chi

ja me has seen xD

yay ^^

woooot!! o_O

gott, Lari, bitte snel meer!!

x

ja zn, voor jullie ook n chapter 3 ^^

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"You're too desperate," Georg laughed when Tom told him about his plans.

"No I'm setting goals, I'm going to make her want me," Tom said with a grin convinced that his little evil plot would work.

Bill rolled his eyes at his brother

"Just accept that not every female wants you to rip their clothes off, Tom," seriously annoyed with the fact how sex
obsessed his twin sometimes was.

"Bill, seriously, who doesn't want to get their clothes ripped off by the sexgott," Tom answered obviously waisted and
emphasising the 'the' while was pointing to himself.

Bill rolled his eyes again.

"Whatever I'm getting us some drinks, and no more alcohol, Tom," Bill said getting up from his chair and sending
a warning look at his brother.

Tom crossed his arms childishly.

*

Joanne was shifting in her bed, after a while she just gave up and sat up, in a lot of pain, she couldn't sleep and she needed
some one to talk to. She took her cellphone from her nightstand and dialed the number of her best friend and soulmate...

"hello?" a croaking voice at the other side of the line said, after a few rings. Joanne was quite sure she heared a yawn.

"Hey...,"Joanne quietly sobbed.

"Joanne? Hunny what happened... Oh nevermind... Greg," Kitty answered,

The annoyance in her tone was hearable... Not with Joanne obviously. More with the way Greg treated her best friend.
And she didn't even know about the hitting. She did realise there was more to this than Joanne told her.
Joanne had changed so much since she me Greg. And not in a possitive way.

"Uhu...," Joanne answered, not able to say more.

"Aww sweetheart, it will all be okay," Kitty answered trying to comfort Joanne, but she knew this wasn't something
words could fix.

"Look Kitty, I need to talk to some one, can I come over tomorow?" Joanne filled in, swallowing audible.

"Yeah sure, of course you can!" Kitty answered convincingly.

"Okay thanks, I'll... I'll let you sleep now... Sleeptight," Joanne continued and hung up.

She sighed and put her cellphone back on her nightstand. She rubbed her temples trying to figure out how to tell
her best friend something she shoudl've told her months ago. Something she kept for herself for months.
But she couldn anymore, it was just too much for one person to handle. She winced when she felt the pain
shoot into her back again. Laying down she closed her eyes again, trying to go to sleep.

*

"We should go, Tom is waisted and I'm tired and the party's dull anyway...," Bill anounced.

Like always, Bill didn't even look if the others agreed. He just got up, expecting the others to follow

"... You guys coming?" he continued when he saw them look at him with a you're-controlling-our-lif-again stare.

Bill grinned and tried to get his brother to stand. Oh boy was he waisted. The fact that he was rejected just
made him drink more that night and he probably had more alcohol than blood in his system right now.
Sure Bill didn't feel clear headed or sober either, but at least he could stand on his own feet without swaying two steps
to the right and three to the left for every step ahead he took.

"Come on Tom, I'm tired, I want to go to bed," Bill whined tugging his brothers arm trying to get him to budge.

"Allright honey," Tom answered with a retarted and drunk grin on his face and got up.

Then he started laughing with his own joke.

"God, Tom seriously you're waisted as hell" Bill rolled his eyes and tugged the dread-head's arm once more,
this time to get him moving ahead instead of sidewards.

"I know" Tom grinned, and then bursted into laughter again.

*

Joanne stood in front of her best friend's door, she let out a shaky sigh... Could she really tell her?
Of course she could... Kitty was her best friend, if she couldn't tell it to her, she couldn't tell it to anyone.
And she had to tell it to someonen, she couldn't live like this anymore.
Joanne closed her eyes and rang the doorbell.

"Hey sweetie!" Kitty cheered when she opened the front door, and she hugged her friend.

Joanne hugged her back and then she was welcomed into Kitty's house, well Jonas his house.

"So what was it you wanted to talk to me about?" Kitty asked while she motioned Joanne to sit down on
one of the kitchen chairs.

Joanne let out a shaky sigh again. She looked down on the table and then got up from the chair again.
The girl started pacing around. She couldn't find the words. She just couldn't, how could she tell her best
friend she got beaten up by her boyfriend the last 5 months. She was ashamed, ashamed that she
let that ahppen to herself, where was her self respect, why didn't she stand up for herself?

"Joanne?" Kitty asked, with her eyebrows dipped, she got up from the chair.

"Yeah... yeah... I don't know... How to say this...I-," Joanne stopped and turned around to face Kitty again,
and then looked at the white marble floor under her feet.

Her best friend dipped her eyebrows even more, although she knew this was coming, that there was
more to this than Joanne told her. She paced to her friend and reassured her by rubbing her back.

"What's wrong?" she asked, genuinly concerned.

Joanne, still looking at the cold, white marble floor underneath her feet, turned around. She descided to
just show it to her. She sighed and pulled her shirt up.

"What... Oh my god... Did Greg do this to you?" Kitty gasped, she knew something was up, but this
was just... It was worse than she thought it was.

Joanne nodded, quietly sobbing, though relieved someone finally knew what was going on. Kitty hushed
her friend and pulled her into a tight hug, rubbing her back softly.

*

Tom groaned while he shifted underneath the white sheets of his bed. He turned around and groaned
again while he placed his head underneath his pillow.

"Headache!" He shouted to himself, because there was no one else in the room.

He mumbled something while stumbled out of bed and rubbed his temples.
squinting his eyes together he shuffled over the red carpet floor to his bag which was somewhere in
the middle of his hotelroom. He bended and took some sort of container with pills

"Ah this always helps," he grinned, still squinting his eyes together.

He took one down and swallowed it with water, afterwards he dropped himself on the bed again arms and legs wide open.

*

"So... When did this start?" Kitty asked her best friend.

They were still sitting in the kitchen. After Joanne calmed down a bit Kitty descided to talk
to her friend about this. They needed to figure out a solution for this. Besides Kitty wasn't
going to let this happen to her best friend.

"Uhm... About... 5 months ago...," Joanne answered, not daring to look up at Kitty.

"What? So long and you haven't told me about it?" Kitty gasped and widened her eyes at Joanne, she still didn't
look up at Kitty.

"I-I-I... I just tought it would pass... That it was a fase, because of his new job and stuff... And I never thought it would
come this far. On top of that I was ashamed," Her breath was shakey while she burried her face in her hands.

"Ashamed? For what, whatever you think, this is NOT your fault. And you HAVE to get out of this," Kitty's eyes grew big
she just couldn't believe why Joanne felt so ashamed, this wasn't her fault, at all, with every seccond she was getting angrier.

"I-I want to get out, I just... Can't. He would beat me to death, it gets worse everytime," Joanne answered
her breath still shaky.

"Joanne, you can't let this happen to you! You just can't. That guy is dangerous, you have to get out of this," Kitty repeated
and she ment it.

"I know but... How? Breaking up with him is not an answer, it just makes it worse," Joanne looked up at her friend with
this words, tears forming in her eyes.

Kitty sighed, she didn't know the answer, she just didn't. She did know they would figure something out.
Because this just wasn't working, they both knew it. She was detirmined to find a solution to this.
She pulled her friend into a close hug again.

*

Joanne was walking home, drowned in her thoughts, and with her mp3-player plugged in.
She stopped instantly when she saw Greg waiting at her doorstep.
Her eyes grew wide and her breathing became irregular and was building up fast. The girl ducked her posture,
that was becoming a habbit everytime she saw him.

allez weeral Ö
waar is superTom als ge em nodig ebt?!

dag ik dus ook tijdens het lezen, wanneer komt Tom
*trekt haren uit haar hoofd*
*gaat naar Britney Spears om een pruik te halen*
lolz xD
maar snel verder schrijven he *BIG-puppy-eyes*

xx Chi